affection and love showed @ 8:20 AM.
well, u pobably realise tat i dun really blog often now
its not tat i dun want.
its just tat my freaking lappy kiang~ diao
den this stupid desktop just wont "remember me"
i damn lazy to sign in cos my e-mail add n password damn long
stupid.
ok im blogging now cos im waiting for my beloved
mo fan bang bang tang to load.
i wld polly post every single min if i ever get a lappy.
seriously.
im like a stupid kuku sitting all by myself
coming so early to class
when everybody AT LEAST have a lappy to play
when they dun have friends to tok to... like me
walao its like... the whole class only me so freaking extra no lappy lor.
i spent my time slping away....
need tat enegry.
normally i would not do tis cos i dun feel "safe" in the newly
unfamiliar environment. too scary to slp kinda
but i really heck care alrd.
1st im freaking tired ok
so not used to wake up at an inhuman hour of 6am pls!
2nd is i really have nth to do to kill time.
sitting there staring at blank walls like stupid kuku
is really torturing i tell u.
so just slp... keep telling myself
this is just a bad dream!
i kant really blend in
i have no friends.
i duno wad is goin on.
but the good ting is...
or i shd say at the very least... minimum... or wadever u kol it
ITS FREAKING BTR DEN AT IORA
(ok not including those time when giordano was near)
pls.... its really nth compared to the hardship at iora can.
when i was goin home i always wanted to cry.
den i tink to myself...
i dunwana be a salesgal ever again ok!!!
so must study study study reallly hard!
at least i got to go at 330.
when working i leave at 10 or 11 PM! OK!
like so totally wad the toooooottttt.
but still
i really kant wait for recess during the 1st half of the day.
and after recess i kant wait TO GO HOMEEE!
its like normal sch days, just tat i really feel like in outer space of smth
not like in sec sch.
i really miss my friends.
i really miss my 4cha.
i miss funny xiang xiang
i miss stupid junkai, yongchien, gerard n all the 4cha boys
i even miss them koling me bahgei
at least they play wif me.
now i totally so sian in poly.
so stupid lor recess 2 freaking hour
i use 30mins just to eat n go up
den slp for the rest of the time -.-
ok stop saying stupid poly.
i so gona wear tee shirt n shorts n slippers go.
walao my dad keep nagging me on wad i wear
" huh u go poly to study or fashion show blah blah blah"
like pls la
dressing is the only fun ting now i noe abt poly
if u dun even let me wear nice nice i jitao sianed diao ok.
dads...
